Breathless

The air that i breathe is so limited that i felt so breathless.

Things aren't going that smooth lately.

Stress stress stress

I will just do a quick summary of what happens.

I has been losing sleeps so much that i couldn't get up in the morning without forcing my eyes to open. The rain has brings me to my thoughtful world and its really arent fun being in the rain with phone battery emptied and all those delays of transport which took me 3 hour to reach home.It feels like i'm gonna get blown away by the winds , am i too light?

Assessment was another thing that appear a lot lately, from written asessment to online assessment to final assessment to practical assessment it was all really hectic as nervous, un-ready-ness, lack of sleep take over my life.

Yet again i've been watching the ppl around me and has been thinking cum observing cum judging a lot , but i rather not to say anything here to create havoc or anything . i got nothing against anyone , u doesnt step my tail i doesnt step ur tail. Thats how life suppose to work i guess.

It was really fun sometimes and stress up at the mean time. As vien said "guess our previous life we ate all the alarm clock ". Competing with time is not fun and when everything fails on u, that's when volcano erupted.

I really feels tired .I've been complaining so much about i feeling tired, i really need some rest.By sleeping for 12-18 hours wont be enough, the emotionally is tired too. Maybe i've been taking things too heavily that i cause my self to feel unneccesasry stuff. Its time to take things slow rainbow..

I thinks i'm an egotic. I just wants things to be perfect perfect perfect. I'm always not satisfied with myself, i tends to be more too ambitious although i know sometimes i'll never egt to achieve it.

3 more weeks of busyness which will take my breath away completely.

Meet me halfway

There are tons of stuff for me to do and blog but i dont feel getting started on it.
Just another 3 weeks to go but i dont know if i able to with stand it.
Really exhausted and tired.

Bed making seriously not fun.
Blame no one except myself, pretty scare of having really bad marks for finals.
I have a high expectation for myself, for u maybe its good enough but not for me.

Sometimes i prefer to just shut my self out from the world and live in my own.
At least i'm carefree.

I miss the school days.

Break me free

Bring me to somewhere just you and me,

the world of the smiles and laughter,

i'm tired of this life,

that brings me grieves and sorrow.

Would u be right here at this moment?

The stress inside me piling,

cause me to feel i'm falling

I need you to be right here to hold me up,

before i fall from top.

I wanna feel and taste the blissfulnesss of life with you,

The feels of as if i could fly though i have no wings,

The airy feels that makes everything seems so perfect,

That's the time when i'm with you.

You are the angel of the life.

The reason

Its 12o3 am yet still busying with some stuff , while waiting i did rather just update my blog for a while.

Weekend was like .... i couldnt find a word to describe it. I can tell u that i'm very confirm this week its gonna be an explosive week of mine.

Too tired to care what others would say , i just need some rest. A proper ones which i know i wont be getting until when december comes.

It really sucks to race with the time and i would always lose.

Rainbow at its end

I'm really fucked up stress.
Thingd arent going well for the thing i planned and assessment stress and all kinds of stuff just pissed me off.

Just two days ago i was as a small girl in her lala land and today i'm stress like a child being tortured. They said life's like a roller coaster , i couldnt deny that fact but i dont wanna believe it too.

I'm just too tired now, my shoulder hurts like shit and felt as if there are 1000 kg burden on it, i cant lift it up ,i just feel wanna give up and break down.

Stress is a killer. I need pain killer.

The unidentified twins in crab island #1

17 & 18 october Sat and Sunday
The memories that stays inside me was the crab island , it was total awesome where all we did was fishing, bbq-ing , drinking ,eating, embracing fun and get crazy. Let the pic take over instead :)

Part 1
will brb with more of us ;)

Angel vs devil

15 october
Thursday
I know it's damn outdate but forgive me for posting it so late.
My twins came over and stayed over.
Feed her like a pig and let her ate non stop

crepes,corn,sausage,longan drinks all by her own :P

16 october
Fri
Went to aeon ,tesco-ing and played monopoly at nite till 1/2 am.

When the skies are still as clear as crystal

maggi adventure day

wayne, rainbow,vien,navin,remon