how does it feel

How does i feel ? How do you feel?

Things are getting bad between us, mostly problems are caused by me, guess no one would understand how i felt.

been suffering hypophrenia ever since there's no college. The feels just came attacking and hardly goes away.

Life's just like this. What acn we do with it except hating it? Taking a move surely hurts either ones.

The picture awaken me instead of waiting for results, and let it lead me, i should go to the path i wants and makes a mark there. I guess i ahve been taking the easy way out? i know what i wants to study but because "i am afraid" i stop pursuing. Should i just ignore my personanility and fight hard?