I had never felt this before, it feel like i would rather just suicide over deciding.
Yes,i applied scholarship and they respond to send all the transcript, who knows i followed my heart too much and now i regret choosing culinary option. Doesnt know if i could change.
This post would be much about the hearts.
I m still undecided over hospitality or culinary. Senior says culinary is not easy plus the final year there's no more practical for kitchen, then what i'm gonna do? Hospitality is my base and i have little interest but not sure if it enough to keep me lasting. Will i be dreading over my next 2 years to just finish up? And his words that i'm not a talkative and my attitude is just not what a hospitality industry wants keep my mind spin and doubt myself taking hospitality.
Besides that i had already told dad about i wants to join culinary when i ended my diploma, what if i change my mind, what will he think about it?Will he agree? But the past 2 years he has been very unsupportive.
Next, i doesnt wanna use their money anymore. And i know how well the financial status of the house. I'm not tat dumb or heartless and selfish to study and ignore the problems that will occur.
Okay, what about working? Most probably the best thing to do but i wish to study. There's too many ppl think i should study too.
I realise i have been talking about what everyone thinks and says, this is because i myself doesnt know who i m. I m a lost soul.
I am just tired. I doesnt know how to speak to Dad that i wanna work. I am afraid i would argue with him. I doesnt wanna argue.
I AM TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2 comments:
If you're too worried about making mistakes in your life, you ain't gonna go anywhere. Because whatever decisions you make, there will be times you regret making it. There will be times you call it a 'mistake'. But what makes this life more wonderful is that you step out and face the 'choice' that you make.
Mistakes or not, you'll have to mend them and not live to regret them. That's when you know you're achieving something out of nothing.
Sure it can be tough, but that is the world we live in today. Nothing comes easy without a little pain and suffering. But then again, everyone has the same things to go through.
Instead of listening to what you head wants you to do, listen to your heart. Cause the mind always changes, the the heart always remains the same.
trust me, when you have made the decision, you will spend less time regretting it and more time achieving it.
Its a dog-eat-dog world out there, where everyone is completing to be on top of the food chain. All you need is to be strong. Have faith. Have confidence and believe that you can succeed. It may be simple words, but its hard to practice.
You'll strive for excellence if you have confidence, trust yourself and don't let what others say get into your head, don't let them bring you down. Cause by the end of the day, the only one who will make the difference is you.
I'm sure you'll make a choice. Not one which you'll regret, but rather, one you're capable of overcoming.
God Bless You!
Thanks for the piece of useful advice and thoughts that opens up my mind :) Tq for reading mystery person
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